Category: art

my golden calf

i feel my knees ache turning red fromworshipping You. You were the one that brought me out of the darkness and into this light i worship You. i love You in waysothers don’t understand without Youi am nothing but empty You giveYou take You put all the stars inmy sky and built me fromnothing Then […]

my painting

Black strokes cover the canvas While electric cools struggle to peak out No part of the canvas is left white Although sometimes I see specks peak though As it reminds me of the light hand of the artist Even though the piece is rather dark  Everytime I look at it I see it a little […]

why i make art

I make art because it is my sense of peace. I paint, draw, write, craft, whatever because in those moments I am thinking of nothing but the beauty of this art. I struggle with anxiety and depression. Sometimes it gets the better of me, but my art has really helped me cope. When I’m creating […]

when the party ends.

Under the smoke and bright lights,I lost myself in a crowd.I let the music pulse though my veinslike it was the sole thing allowing me to breathe.I felt my breath grow warmas my lips press against the red solo cupfilled with a mixture of confidence and death.My heart sped, not in the sense of fear,but […]

thighs

Holding close by force,separating at every chance –just to give the other space to breathe.A constant struggleof getting too close to be ripped apart for air.Fighting and finding ways to hate each otherbecause the end result is always evident.The warm flame as they rubbed togetherslowly burned out.Soon it became ice grindingin a bitter winter chill.Then […]